You Got Me So

Do you feel it?
The air tonight
So vehement, so engrossed
In what's yet to come
Do you feel it?
The need tonight
To tear, too scream
At what's been so wronged
Can you taste it?
The fear tonight
Such venom, no sweat
Blandness for your apathy
Do you feel it?
The torment tonight
My heart, it's beating
Right out of my body
Do you hear me?
The sound tonight
Not quiet, unreal
I don't know just yet
Can you touch me?
The thrill tonight
So depraved, in control
Of what's her comfort
Do you feel it?
Can you read me?
Do you see me?

~+ The Needs Of Bees +~

Pulling me in so are the sunflowers of gold
Care must've been taken in planting them just so
Don't let me know your secret, I like the awe
I've only got minutes to walk around

Tantalizing my senses are the chrysanthemum
Very white in contrast to green limbs
That entwine and hold a bleeding heart just so
Maybe a few years is more needed

Garden's caretaker you know the needs of bees
And how to make a garden grow
How does the mind not know?
That of which we grow fonder

The pussy willows you've mended and touched
With such tenderness and love
Make me melt with remembrance
Of how two people felt a long time ago

However, he needed more to fill his soul
Or, maybe he had it all along
In the colors of the vibrant magnolia
That lay at his feet with pleading, such needing
He watered in defeat

Garden's caretaker you know the needs of bees
And how to make a garden grow
How does the mind not know?
That of which we grow fonder